i think about your hand in mine,
and i lose it.
running through my hair at night, oh
infecting me with that melody to
illuminate me one more time
like a cheap trick.
i'll do it to myself
if you'll hit me first
but i can't let us take back the end
so hold me till we get home,
let's just get on with this.
it's not the end of the world,
it just feels like it is.
i always waste my time on
running towards the monsters in my head.
sense is always drowned out by the potency
of being mentally affected.
i can only guess
you'll stay my reason,
though every day tells me
you'll let go soon.
you had me,
you don't know,
the scars i wrote inside of you
will have a way of coming back to me.
you have me,
for a while you'll have me.
this is just the way it's got to be,
whatever happens to me,
i wouldn't regret the way i trusted you
and your life will keep falling apart
until it's not
and when i'm watching from my bedroom window
is when i'll write in all the time
that i've been gone
(that i'll be gone)
i'm singing this to help me let you go,
but i already know it won't.
it's so dark in here,
i don't want to admit it
but it's where i look most like me, isn't it?
i'm falling apart from the inside
cause you don't belong here,
isn't that right?
do you mind it?
i don't mind it,
do you mind it? cause i don't mind
someone else's blood
will always stain my sheets.
i think that's just the way i am,
but i think yours seeped under my skin.
maybe this is the end
from In Front of Everyone EP,
released May 26, 2012
Produced by Sean Killary
Additional Production and Arrangement by Nick Grieco