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In Front of Everyone EP

by Bright Red Reason

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1.
This Time 03:46
(do i miss you?) spill, by proxy, your blood on the ground. i didn't think you'd come this far i always knew, but never really thought it out. but here i am. now watch me bleed this everything you took from me. the day i leave, remember me, forever this moment. were it up to me, i wouldn't let you see the way my legs shook for a moment but you did. and this evening burns so bright inside my eyes now watch me as the one you lost me. it doesn't matter if you saw me falling. this is about setting myself free. none if it's for you it's all for me. CHORUS i'm not gonna leave this time finally found the shine in my own life i won't live to survive. i'm gonna stay awake this time going through the motions of a dream i'm ready to believe and do i miss you? beneath the wreckage, i never found myself at all. you got what you wanted, but every one of them was wrong. i'm standing above this, but i'm standing alone. we're not talking about this. CHORUS you give me one good reason as to why i should come inside. despite all you've taken, you don't know what i've taken. i'll always ask this question, but let it ebb forever; where do we, do i, forgive? but it took enough to get me here so i just can't go through with this. CHORUS and do i miss you?
2.
BGF 03:39
something's wrong here and i think that you've known it for the longest time. in the middle till the morning, i will sit here like i've been doing if i tried to let go i would fall, but i can feel that holding on is gonna break me. CHORUS no matter where you go, one morning you'll always be waking up to leave. all good things come to an end, but do the bad ones do the same? and when you're sick for home, the burning in your brain it ebbs and flows. how bad do you want this? i know how bad you want this. maybe i mean more to myself than i should at this point. but when you treat me like i'm not alive, you're almost right. and i can't keep this up so look into my eyes and tell me all of this was wishful thinking. look into my eyes and let me tell you how i almost took you down. you almost took me down with you. no matter where you go, one morning you'll always be waking up to leave. all good things come to an end, but do the bad ones do the same? and when you're sick for home, the burning in your brain it ebbs and flows. how bad do you want this? i know how bad you want today is the same cause it's exactly where you left it. it's a shame i put my trust in you did you ever know how much? i'm walking away now. and yes, i've always been afraid to do this all alone, but where's that ever got me? i'm still in here somewhere i will whisper if you'll listen. i will never learn how to breathe with your foot on my neck, without my heart in my chest. you can't control me (x3)
3.
empty halls filled up with the walls that you still walk through. i lie awake night and day these ghosts get in my way sometimes i drown inside of your wake. they forced me to watch you walk out, i tried so hard to stop you. it takes me down every time that your spirit reappears. and i find myself thinking about inching my way out, when 'i love you' one last time was all i wanted to hear. empty halls filled up with the walls that you still walk through. when i take hold of your hand, the shades of grey and blue reach out and touch me. i try with all my might to feel you on these days when you're beside me try with all my might to feel you try. a consciousness debatable, i breathe you in a second time. i know the difference, but it don't take the flesh to bind. if you're out there, you should probably know my trigger finger is the worst of them all because i know you don't belong here and i hold on. i don't know i can ever stop seeing these empty halls filled up with the walls that you still walk through. i live inside these empty halls filled up with the walls that you still walk through. i have to catch myself when i'm smiling cause i know you're gone now, and i can't keep killing myself. what's it worth besides a silent movie? neither one of us is moving. but every scene we ever wrote has got this grip around my throat. i am standing here, and i am trapped between this air that hasn't held your breath in who knows how long? i keep standing here, and contrary to what is right, i miss you more as time ticks by.
4.
Happy Song 04:19
don't close your eyes cause i wanna see em even though i know you feel this too, and wanna take it in just like i do. am i allowed to kiss you right here and now? with the stars in the sky and your hands in my hair, you fit right in my arms. this is why CHORUS i can write a song about whatever i want to, and this one's to let you know, this one's all for you- you and your bright green eyes and your you are so fucking cool. and i haven't felt this way since they let me out; since that cold, hard November day that stole all my breath away, not to be confused with the way you breathed it back into me. i wanna make the sun shine for you the way my eyes do when i watch you move. this middle of nowhere, alone together. stay by my side i don't want this night to end. when was the last time that this happened? you make me happy i'm not used to this, but i'm sure as hell ready for it. CHORUS hey hey, hey hey..... and until now, i almost didn't believe that this could ever happen again. i want you to understand that even if our hearts are only in it for so long, this means so much to me. it's reawakened all these things i thought i'd lost, so far gone CHORUS hey hey, hey hey..... please don't breathe on my neck i can't stand all your cute for now, what i want is to be with yoooooooooooouuuuu CHOOOOORUS hey hey
5.
i think about your hand in mine, and i lose it. running through my hair at night, oh infecting me with that melody to illuminate me one more time like a cheap trick. i'll do it to myself if you'll hit me first but i can't let us take back the end CHORUS so hold me till we get home, let's just get on with this. it's not the end of the world, it just feels like it is. i always waste my time on running towards the monsters in my head. sense is always drowned out by the potency of being mentally affected. i can only guess you'll stay my reason, though every day tells me you'll let go soon. you had me, you don't know, the scars i wrote inside of you will have a way of coming back to me. you have me, for a while you'll have me. this is just the way it's got to be, whatever happens to me, i wouldn't regret the way i trusted you CHORUS and your life will keep falling apart until it's not and when i'm watching from my bedroom window is when i'll write in all the time that i've been gone (that i'll be gone) i'm singing this to help me let you go, but i already know it won't. it's so dark in here, i don't want to admit it but it's where i look most like me, isn't it? i'm falling apart from the inside cause you don't belong here, isn't that right? do you mind it? i don't mind it, do you mind it? cause i don't mind someone else's blood will always stain my sheets. i think that's just the way i am, but i think yours seeped under my skin. maybe this is the end CHORUS

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released May 26, 2012

Produced by Sean Killary
Additional Production and Arrangement by Nick Grieco

Engineered, Mixed, and Mastered by Sean Killary

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We're a trio from Mass, we play music for reasons everywhere, to everyone and to no one.

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